There is a moment, standing at the edge of the river, when the mind negotiates. The body already knows what is about to happen and has, in its own wordless way, agreed to it. The mind wants one more minute. It always wants one more minute.
Then you step in, and the negotiation ends immediately, because cold water does not take meetings. It does not care about your schedule, your unread messages, the version of you that exists mostly on a screen somewhere else. It asks one question, loudly, in a language older than language — are you here? — and for a few seconds the answer is the only thing you are thinking about.
